I’m alone, but it’s OK
I’ll find a place to locate
I’m so, so used to it
Before it was just a bit
But now it’s all too much
This time card I want to punch
Yet you keep calling me back
To provide what you and I lack
It looks to be different this time
Long sought peace we’ll finally find
A treasure buried in the dark
Because we missed the mark
My innocence I’ve lost
Though we all have paid that cost
It’s just the burden of these facts
Makes it easier for me to crack
It wouldn’t seem so bad if minds were wide
But the many choose to stay blind
So I wait for the shower from the Sun
To undo the pain that’s been done
In the meantime I savor the wait
And from the flood from the open gate
Knowing it was I who unlocked that door
Because I wanted to know more and more
Now I sit in pain and regret
And wish I could forget
But I’d have to erase my mind
And abandon our special kind
So I grip the railing of the bridge
As I ache, scream and cringe
The ones I need are out of reach
Because I have more to teach
My own heart and soul
To fill up my own bowl
Since taking my own took your life too
And made us both look the fool
Under the rainbow sky we will sigh
And all our scars will be lost
The bridge now is so short
If I leave it might fork
And lead you to a dark path
Because I couldn’t do the math
To realize there is only one
To keep me from coming undone
I now see Him as more than just a cog in the gears
For His eyes are mine, seeing Truth in the mirror
Clay The Scribe 