Martyrdom The way my ego plays the game Not enough to be ok with myself Trying to fit in and be the same It’s not the rules that are the problem I just got addicted to playing the pawn As 50,000 cheer for me to become the king To accelerate our emergence into a new […]Read more "Checkmade"
I am seeking the vacation in my mind The vacation of all that’s there The never changing, never ending party The beach that never rains Of pure sand with quiet waves The music always blissful for my moods The light who never wants to escape The One I Am who is life And embraces death […]Read more "The All Inclusive Resort Within"
The lightest of rain To soak The brightest of pain To smother The darkest craving To hover above My manic raving Broken spells Waiting to sing Joyous smells Waves to swing Up from the grave Not a zombied soul I can’t feel the brave Courage as the goal This darkness not mine Retired from resetting […]Read more "The Brightest Pain"
Weather or not It’s cold or hot I burn outside and in The cycling storm within. I freeze underneath and above Stagnation of completing the love Awaiting summer in my heart Just not so my brain falls apart. But maybe I need to forever lose my mind To see all the light that hides behind […]Read more "Weather Or Not"
It’s hard to know if My dreams are Future scenes People I’m thinking about People thinking about me Meetings with members of my soul group Or just my imagination bored of my sheets Some say they’re all the same I just know They exhaust me Too much to make my waking The opposite of my […]Read more "Dream Me Awake"
What I don’t want to hear may break me But I keep typing through it Keep speaking words unheard but uttered incorrectly Cycles of putting the shadow mirror in my face Hoping it shatters So I don’t have to Again Leaving those I forgot And didn’t want to care or love To put in an […]Read more "The Silent Noise Of Disaster"
Drops Drop A drop Leaks in wheelbarrows I’m lost in the vines Mud stuck to my soles And I’m full of lies I said my love was unconditional But I am weakness in a shell In love with your ideal idea Unable to be embrace with your inner hell Drops Drop A drop Of my […]Read more "Miracles Avail"