Who What When Where Why How — How?

How could I see tomorrow?
How could I know the past?
Who am I if not capped?
What am I without sorrow?

Where am I if not stuck?
When will I get it together?
Why can’t I just remember?
Where is my new luck?

Exhausted without cause
Exhausted by the nervous whys
Locked in revolving flaws
This battered heart just sighs

Synchronicities are such a fright
“Quit your fear” false gods shout
Can they even fly in new light
Drowning in or rising above doubt?

Disastered from the crashing waves
Of my mind savoring the brief crests
In the cloud this experiment saves
But does it need so many guests

My deadline is now looming
So I better get to blooming