You said I was easy But you took me for granted A whisper lost in the loud darkness A quilted shroud you chose to become No more tears from my eyes For a flame who snuffed herself out You’ve got some fall in you left Another tear to carry you West Into your canyon of […]

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It’s a slow drag back to HavenThe light burns so heavyHeavy as the tar of the ravenThe despair aching the levee Heart pushing the wall of the dam The porch portrays the chillShivers the bones like candy glassThe liter an added tip to the billSubtracted from my star’s mass Brain bursting the seam of the […]

Read More SlowDrag

Burning alive or Burning to light I’m burning alright A million flames With no source A billion blames No recourse A trillion shames With no remorse Snakes and dragons collect Digits of loss To replicate binary No 1s, all 0s Far from the primary Yet all inside Shedded skins Yet still the poison Not away […]

Read More Yet All Inside

How could I see tomorrow? How could I know the past? Who am I if not capped? What am I without sorrow? Where am I if not stuck? When will I get it together? Why can’t I just remember? Where is my new luck? Exhausted without cause Exhausted by the nervous whys Locked in revolving […]

Read More Who What When Where Why How — How?

All ends well All sorted out But now all well out of sorts I try to rest this weary soul Battered by my own fearful steps Walked into the Halls of vampires Rising out of darkness toward Her light Seeking unconditional love within and without A passing phase without unknowing ears Can’t help others when […]

Read More Shuck Away These Draining Cords

Death when righteous is a thread Weaving itself through the fabric of life Balancing the Love With the comedic, Often unreliable Fear R you Death Or R you a Life

Read More The Righteous Thread

I. Frame them higher From the enchantment of Our chosen lows There is something true They’re someone more Their bruises not new Archaics unraveling Forgotten “unknowns” To frighten the chains If “She” is They If “He” is She “Then who am I?” Why can’t We just be We? Abandoned curiosity As we hunt in screens […]

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I need someone I need something To get me through the rain Heart restarting But on fire And I alone can’t hold on A weakness to let down The fans who amassed Can’t cool down my soul Guilt making the flames heavier Your Love is not enough Because I can’t feel the waves Of what […]

Read More Seasons Of The Mole

My life has been made difficult due to abuse from narcissistic individuals. Abuse from narcissistic parents has led to low self esteem and actual brain trauma, as I saw with my own eyes when I received neurofeedback in 2018, which included brain mapping. It’s led to emotional instability as a result of post traumatic stress […]

Read More Narcissistic vs. Low Emotional Intelligence Individuals

(*BEFORE YOU READ*: If you feel like you are at immediate risk of attempting suicide, please call a suicide hotline, your therapist if you have one, 911 or go to your nearest hospital.) The strong desire to want to end your life is not this grand negative we’ve been told it is. You might be […]

Read More Suicidality Is A Blessing Toward Freedom