(*BEFORE YOU READ*: If you feel like you are at immediate risk of attempting suicide, please call a suicide hotline, your therapist if you have one, 911 or go to your nearest hospital.) The strong desire to want to end your life is not this grand negative we’ve been told it is. You might be […]

Read More Suicidality Is A Blessing Toward Freedom

I ruminate on the past because I am afraid of something negative that happened to me or that I did will happen again. So I ruminate on the future to try to find ways to plan to keep that from happening again. All the while I’ve been missing out on the present, in which I […]

Read More Fear Lets Go

Stay reliable Limit your libel To remain pliable For our dying avoidance moods Then Move into better rooms Haven stained walls Clarity sage Good stench Hoods to cover Lighter rains Fishing poles for the fun Of subtle boredom delayed The doubled up Padded cell illusions Of our ever arcade Interdependency Independence Prevails

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Her sweetness hurts Like setting a broken bone I thought would never heal So rapidly with a whispered touch She knows the cure Because her green crystal Is cracked in the same spots

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No need for interrogation Where there’s coordination No need for silence Where there is science No need for a diploma When She’s in a coma Indifference, their lost game Yet we’re the ones to blame This’ll be one for the ages We’ll combine all our wages

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Autocrats looking for reasons Silently establishing treason They make their own bad luck To keep our souls corrupt Ah, again this old game they play Bursting the dam with no regret Because we wanted to just forget The pain from fallen towers The puncturing of fortress walls Ah, again this old game they play Set […]

Read More This Old Game Again

Calm before the qualm Hunters preparing for harm Scapegoats laid in the way Our complacency at bay Instigation before investigation Contempt for contemplation Will we fall again for their lies To make us lords of the flies Bombs away at the lambs The youth will rise to stand

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To counsel demons Archons The lost ones Who forgot their light Can make you whole So long as you do not forget You Were Born Whole. And don’t give up too many of your combined parts Unreclaimed aspects that create a long journey to haul And they in exchange help liberate you By learning to […]

Read More Therapist for Demons

Martyrdom The way my ego plays the game Not enough to be ok with myself Trying to fit in and be the same It’s not the rules that are the problem I just got addicted to playing the pawn As 50,000 cheer for me to become the king To accelerate our emergence into a new […]

Read More Checkmade

I am seeking the vacation in my mind The vacation of all that’s there The never changing, never ending party The beach that never rains Of pure sand with quiet waves The music always blissful for my moods The light who never wants to escape The One I Am who is life And embraces death […]

Read More The All Inclusive Resort Within