There’s no sin in childishness Play even in the cubicle Twirl at your campaign in the wildernesst Until your digits are worn to the cuticles If you feel weak relish in the bitterness Absorb the bullies`s ridicule Relish your petulant fickleness A child never loses in the sandbox Just starts a new game to play […]

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Oscillating between fear of Death And fear of Life Trying to be the laughter In between Delighted by the eternal Magnificent illusion There is any difference End Middle Beginning I Am the Mirror And its reflection We are the perfect joke Punchlines away!

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You want me to let you go But I must look at your face To know what I left in the snow The joy in your simple gaze The future we have is warm But I want to die in the cold Between guilt and love I am torn You want your husband to hold […]

Read More A Heaven I Cannot Bear

It seems better when you don’t know why You feel overwhelmed and curl up to cry It seems better when you think death is the end Because you think your shattered heart will never mend It seems better when life appears as random wins and defeats Because the cycles of painful thorns repeat and repeat […]

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Complacent in reverie A broken sudden melody More now we know the cause Heavy enough to give us pause And the misery sags even more Seems we forgot too long To sing a finer joyous song Now we crave held back revenues As we speed up and down avenues We feel we’re racing against time […]

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We seek not to be Vicious memories of yesterday Nor idyllic visions of tomorrow For the former binds us to a sorrowful soil that will never bear new trees, And the latter creates ladders with legs that may break under the imbalanced weight of misplaced expectations. But oh the fright of living in what is […]

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I keep getting stuck in this rut of pushing people away because if I never build connections or trust with people, especially romantic relationships, I can avoid the deep heartbreak when they inevitably violate, betray me or try to seriously hurt or kill me. It’s only been since leaving Denver after being abandoned by my […]

Read More The Criminality Of Distrust

I’m trying to ride the tidal wave Of shame and anger Me on the crippled raft Just wanting a second oar As my dark mind roars If I throw myself over and drown My distant friends won’t find my body Either way they will wear frowns Broken I left with a boat too shoddy Why […]

Read More Every Iceberg Has A Warm Heart To Dig To, Nestle In And Die And Die And Die And Freeze To Death Back Into Eternal Life Because He Now Knows The Most Brutal Of Winters So Can I Only Be A Forever And Ever Summer That Melts The Entire Ocean And Washes Away All The Collective Hurt Of A World Unaware Of The True Weight Or Cause Of The Long Drought Shadowed Over Our Playground Because Death Just Can’t Stand The Way We Want To Play Without Wounds So We Will Drown Him In His Own He Refuses To Treat

Am I dying Or is pain being removed To allow the impossible Of everlasting joy? Am I impossibly weak For asking for outward love Because I can’t find it inside? Can I shuck away self denial Or is it perpetually me Does Eve/God truly love me Or just wanting to take the remains of my […]

Read More Eternal Doubt Is My True Love

Chances are As you’ve made it this far The cigarettes and needles Won’t stick around as tar Chances are Your scars from the streets Will be a mere memory A warrior’s scar You may see a loser A crippled outcast all lost But I see a love chooser Not willing to pay the cost Of […]

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